Sometimes I wish

I wish I had a crystal ball where I could have seen my future if I made certain choices so that life would be easier.

I know, I know life is not meant to be easy or fair...but sometimes I wish and that's ok right?

I had a hell of a week..yes I said hell and trust me that is not a potty mouth.

I was looking forward to hard 4 day work week so I could spend some time with my family in Newport Beach today. However, that was not in the cards for me.

Tuesday I had an employee relations issue...Wednesday I arrived at work to deal with another employee relation matter only to learn the employee didn't come to work the night before...finished my documentation for Tuesdays events and thought oh lunch time and then time to get busy only to hear the fire alarm go off. Dealt with a small fire everything went back to normal and left work at 5:45pm oh yeah I forgot to take lunch. Did laundry and went to bed at midnight. Thursday I finally had a chance to work on the employee relation issue from the day before but it was crazy busy since some documents I needed did not arrive and I had to wait until today. That's when I knew I had to cancel my vacation plans. Friday well I decided I need to evaluate my work situation for the next few days and make a list of all the items I am waiting on from other people to complete certain tasks.

The one thing that kind of bothers me most is that what I was looking forward to the most this week didn't happen - spending time with my family. I cancelled to do my job and took a few punches and kind of feel as though I am a failure. The upside is as I walked out on the shop floor I realized that there are good people at my company. They work hard because they have families too and they appreciate the work and help that I do for them. So to those people who say I sneak around trying to catch them doing things well yeah you got to me today but I will get strong this weekend.